The boys and I just installed the cb and whip on my car….hahaha we’re such rednecks its ridiculous….a white foreign-made SUV with a 3 ft steel whip ha but its super sweet :) breaker breaker 1-9…..lookin forward to a summer filled with bonfires, CB tag, and muddin <3

I’m tryin! :)

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OK……I am about to rant……A BUNCH. So any haters can stop reading……………..NOW!!!!

I’m having a hard time tonight….I haven’t been on here in awhile. Things have been so busy here with my senior year finishing up in about 3 weeks. I miss him so much and I hate to be one of those girls that is complaining when their man is still stateside but it still sucks…..We haven’t talked in about 3 weeks and all we really got to talk about was that I have officially decided where I am going to college next year. He texted me the other day just to say good morning but I didn’t text back fast enough so I missed the window of opportunity. 

I’m talking to one of his best friends right now and he hasn’t heard much from him either. I know he just changed locations……AGAIN. I thought this last move was going to be his permanent station but he’s goin to another place now…..Stupid OPSEC…..it would be so much easier if I could share details…..but he’s got tests and challenges these next couple weeks and I really just want to be able to tell him good luck and that I love him and that he’ll do great but that ain’t happenin….It helps that I can talk to his friends but it also kinda hurts because they are a constant reminder…..I want to be able to make it through my day without breaking down and when I see them or talk to them at school, I usually end up crying. Hardly anyone understands why I’m upset, why I am “willing” to go through this, and why I am “willing” to wait…..I HATE the word WILLING…..I am PROUD to be his girlfriend, I am HONORED that he asked me to wait for him….I am becoming a STRONGER PERSON through this….I am learning how to make a relationship LAST no matter what the circumstances…..and you can honestly stand there and tell me that I must be crazy to be WILLING to wait for him? You can question my choice of who to love and how to love and not feel a hint of guilt?  It makes me so angry when there are girls like, “I wouldn’t want to wait around and sacrifice so much for a teenage relationship.” BITCH please…….I CHOSE this for ME…..maybe its not for you….I mean they do say, this is only for the strong……but who are you to judge my love?! I sacrifice because I WANT to, because sacrifice is a HUGE part to ANY relationship, and because when you love someone you will do WHATEVER it takes to be there for them. 

UUUGHHHH! The other part that is really getting to me is that he will still be in the “tests/challenges” period that I mentioned above, when I am graduating and having my celebration…..I was really hoping he was gonna be home for that…….but NO……he owes the Army leave time I guess cuz he was here longer than planned for Christmas…..so he predicts that he won’t be home until September….ahhhhh I’m gonna go crazy! I will already be gone away at college, which isn’t a huge deal because its only an hour-hour and a half away from home but I’m gonna be trying to get used to college life while trying not to get too homesick and if he’s home it’ll be 10x worse…..but of course I’ll be spending every moment with him, even if that means he has to stay in my dorm! :) But yeah…..pretty disappointed he won’t be home for graduation…..but he’s workin hard and I just gotta keep telling myself that he loves me and I love him and we’re gettin through this together. Hopefully, I got my point across :) I’ve been told my randomness can get confusing…..

Hope y’all are doin well……its been forever! Feel free to drop me a message and fill me in on any stresses/excitements in YOUR life! 

LOVE <3

So things here have been kinda crappy and i’m needing some change so I’ve decided to start working out again amd finally staying with it for more than a couple weeks. Now that swim team is over there isnt anything pushing me or required of me and i’m already starting to feel a little…..pudgy…..SO…..I am hopefully going to be posting a lot more now and I’ll post things I think work and things that do and lots of fitness inspiration….I know this blog started as a milso blog but I think if I am held accountable to at least post something about the days workout or whatever, then I think I can actually do this! SW 210 CW 210 GW1 205 GW2 200 GW3 195 GW4 190 GW5 185 UGW 180. Here goes nothin haha :)

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1 1/2 cup Patience
1 cup Courage
1/2 cup Tolerance
dash Adventure
1 pound Ability

To above ingredients:
Add 2 tablespoons elbow grease. Let stand alone for one year. Marinate frequently with salty tears. Sprinkle ever so lightly with money. Knead dough until pay day.

Season with international spices.

Bake 20 years or until done. Makes unlimited servings.

Serve with PRIDE!!